Fetish pride Antwerpen 24-02-2018 and 25-03-2018
8 March 2018 | 9:52 pm

This year fetishpride wasn’t really on my scedule cause off my education, but i made it!

i went on my own and Dix arranged that i could stay with him and his partner at SIR’s place for a night.

before i went i packed my bag with rubber clothing, heavy clejuso handcuffs, mask and some toys.
Also i brought my sleepingbag.

When i drove there i wasn’t in the mood yet, but that will change quickly i now. i arrived, greeted everyone and dropped my stuff upstairs.
My sleepingplace was the bed in the cage. 

We had lunch and after that we packed our bags to go. i wore my piss jockstrap and over that my Adidas stripper pants, yellow rubber converse sneakers and a Adidas chile 62 jacket. Dix put the heavy chain and lick around my neck and put the keys in his bag.
When we artived we got everything in a locker and i had a small bag with my rubber suit with me.

i needed to report myself at the erotic gambling stand at 14:00. i was a object to be gambled with that afternoon. People could throw a dice and the numbers 1 untill 6 will stand for a mysterybox with something in it to use on me, while i was strapped in a stockage.

When it was my time i needed to undress, wear a mask and was put in the stockage. The presenter convinced people to throw the dice and play.
The items in the boxes were:
Candles
Clothes pins
Cling foil
Permanent markers
Shoe shining
Paddle

It was pretty humiliation sitting there on my knees, i couldn’t look up so i only saw peoples shoes/boots and pants. Some times i thought i recognized voices or outfits!

i was wrapped with foil 3-4 times, clothes pins about 5-6 times. My nipples had clothespins on them and the next person wrapped me in foil. After 30/45 minutes that got painful haha.
Clothes pins on my tongue, lip, arms, between my fingers didn’t hurt that much.
A few people wrote Scum, cumdump, pisswhore on my body and one person was lucky to won the candles. That was very very nice an a little more painfull that the other items.
i heard friends of me pass by but they didn’t want to roll the dice because they thought that would be ackward.

In between i got water to drink from a dog bowl. 

The shoeshining was nice to do. The stockage is to small and to low so my back was killing me. When the shoeshining was won, they took me out of the stockage  to the side of the stage.

The first time i licked the tall boots of the Master clean with my tongue, the Master really liked that. Then there was leather lotion i rubbed into the boots.
The second time i needed to shou shine ot was for Sir LeatherDennis. He enjoyed His price. i licked His boots clean while He used the ridingcrop from His boots to spank the wax from my back.
The wax flew around everywhere, i ate some of it i think as well.

Sir LeatherDennis enjoyed His price and made sure i felt that aswell. i heard Him tell the host that He knew me so he didn’t have to worry.

After 1,5 hours my turn was over. The new guy was there to take my place. A nice boy with Nikes, soccersocks, jockstrap, baseball cap. He looked very nice. Would have loved to sniff and lick his Nikes.

i got myself out of the mask, put on my slave jimmy rubber shorty and watched for a few minutes. A other friend came by which i greeted. He asked me about the game and i said He needed to roll the dice and roll a one because He likes to spank people. He did roll a one! So He spanked the new boys bottum hard and pink.

Now i was a free slave again. i went for a walk around all the stands to have a good look. i entered the second hand market and bought a nice Alpha bomber jacket and an army bag which was filled with an respirator with rubber airballoon. Both good deals!!
There was a lot more, lots of leather pants, to bad Boss B wasn’t with me to try some on. He needs a good outfit!

When i saw Dix again i got my heavy clejuso handcuffs on for the rest of the afternoon.
We walked around saw a lot off other kinky friends and talked with them. It is almost a reunion. 
i enjoyed myself.

Around 18:15 we agreed to go out for dinner with Dix, his husband and two other friends of theirs. We got dressed again, i got my rubber off and put my rubber piss jockstrap on under my stripper pants. The chain around my neck stayed on.

We walked to the MAS harbour area and wanted to go to a Italian restaurant. The restaurant was fully booked so we needed to wait 30/45 minutes. It was freezing cold outside so we walked to a bar a few buildings further down the street.
The music in the bar was way to loud. But it was just for 30 minutes so that was better then waiting in the cold wind. The food in the restaurant was incredible good and not expensive. After dinner we drove back to SIR’s place.

Sir was sitting in the living room, He didn't get out tonight. We joined Him and an other slave who stayed there as well and had one drink before we turned to bed. i was very knacked.
i brushed my teeth and crawled into my sleeping bag in the cage.
The bed in the cage is comfortable but i couldn't sleep that good. i woke up a lot. At 07:00 the other slave returned from the rage party at Darklands.
From there i just slept a few quarters. Then i had an idea, get out of bed, throw everything into my sleeping bag and take everything downstairs and go to the study. Sit against the heating there and start my blog.

After 30-45 minutes Dix was awake as well and came to ask me if i wanted some tea. His partner went out to get fresh bread rolls and croissants. i went to the kitchen and enjoyed my cup of tea.
When Sir entered the kitchen He started a fire in the fireplace and threw a woodblock on the fire.
The setting was so great, relaxed and cosy. i love being there. Sir is such a good host.

After dinner we tried to fix a problem with the TV but after some settings and cross tests we think the TV inner videocard is broken. Sir would need an expert or a new TV.
Then it was time to pack and get ready for Darklands. i needed to bring my sneaker sniffer muzzle and of course a sneaker. i did put on my slavejimmy rubber at Sir's place and brought clothes for my journey back home. The plan was to leave around 16:00 home. Dix his partner would probably join me back home.

When we arrived Dix went to help a friend who had a stand at the market with leather and rubber gear which he made himself. i got this friend 3 pairs of old Nike sneakers. He will make a paddle or sneaker muzzle for me.
After walking around, talking to friends and having a drink i walked around in the darkroom to see how they designed the space this time. It was two levels and looked amazing. There wasn't anyone there.
Also the market was slow. Most people went home or are taking the day to sleep in and explore Antwerp. i talked to belpup, such a nice and friendly guy.

Then it was time to return to the stand on the market. i got the sneaker sniffer muzzle which i designed and made at SISC camp in 2016. i talked with Dix his friend and offered him to stand with the muzzle on in his stand to see if people would like this. We attached a label with his website on the muzzle. i took my cumsneakers with me. The left one only got my own cum but the left one has the cum from Boss B and a friend. This way Boss B was with me there, i missed Him.
i stood for 1,5 hours in the stand with the muzzle on and i saw a few people being interested and contacting the staff of the stand. Some made pictures and others ask if it was for sale already.
When it was 16:00 i took the muzzle of and left it with the standowner so He could finetune my design and put it into production. Great news.

We said goodbye, got dressed and left the event. We drove home and i dropped Dix his partner of at their place. i had a major headache and i was glad to be home again with my husband.
i turned into bed early, i needed the sleep.

Thank you Dix and the others for this great weekend.








Being used by Boss B
24 February 2018 | 10:36 pm

i agreed to go past Boss B before we would have dinner together! i took my bike there and had my collar on around my neck under my jacket!

When i arrived i kissed both feet to greet Him. He was surprised to see my collar on. That made him happy. From there on there will be no walking just crawling on hands and knees.

He kissed me, slapped my face a few times and spit in my face as well. Then He facefucked me, hard and deep! His big swollen dick in the back of my throat. It felled huge and i couldn’t breath. He likes that and when i gasp for air His dick is pounding and gets thicker and He fucks me harder.

Then He ordered me to sit in the kitchen with my back against the wall. i needed to get a sneaker of my feet and place it in my face. Nice and warm damping air flows into my nose. i got a boner straight away.
He left and got back and taped the sneaker to my face with ducttape. i didn’t expected it!

The He left me again to pack some stuff to go on holiday. When He came back He pulled my up by my collar and led me the way to His bathroom. i needed to sit there on my knees, hands behind my back.

He went on doing laundry, packing His suitcase and making some calls. He checked on me twice.
it is so fucking hard to sit like that for an hour, but i want to make Him proud.

When He was ready He entered the bathroom, took the tape and sneaker off and stuck His dick in my mouth but didn’t fuck me. That means piss! And yeah i got a really big load off piss to drinks straight from the tap!
i tasted really good and got me rock hard.

Then He took me to the livingroom, sat me on my knees again and started to play with my nipples. i was bloody horny by now and slipped in and out of subspace. He must have seen that and went on and on.

Because i’m not aloud to cum freely i warned Him but He kept going. After 15 minutes i had an handsfree orgasm in my jockstrap/pants.
He laughed and told me i’m a mess and ordered me to wear that jockstrap 24/7 untill He was back from holiday. i felled empty, dirty but very blessed to have Him as my Boss.

Then i was allowed to shave Boss His head with clippers for His holiday. When i was ready He spitt my face two times and kicked me out on the street again with Spit running down my face.

Thank you Boss for this humuliation!!




Leatherpride Amsterdam
28 October 2017 | 11:22 am

A day before leatherpride my Alpha texted me that he picked me up at 13:00 the day after. i didn’t made my mind up, it was made up for me.

Drescode made by Dix were:
- rubber chaps
- rubber jock
- rubber shirt
- cuffs and collar
- be clean to be plugged

i got a little nervous allready. 

On the day itselfs i had to wear something fetishwise. i decided to wear adidas chile 62 gear, black/red nikes and i wasn’t allowed to wear underwear under it!

When Dix and his husband picked me up he had a fetish item with him to wear for me!
My nightmare came true and i opened the bag and pulled out a diaper!
i was going to be a diapered slave today :-(

This is so humuliating!!!!
He brought two bottles of water with him that i neede to drink on the 2 hours drive to Amsterdam.

He put my heavy chain necklace around my neck, locked it and we left.

When we arrived we parked the car near central station and we walked towards the city. First we headed to the warmoesstreet, kinky shops it is!
My blatter was full already, i felt i needed to go badly.

First to Rob’s, we didn’t find anything nice there but we bought our party tickets there.

After that to Mister B, where we were greeted. We went upstairs to the attic 50% discount sale.
There were quite nice leathet adidas track suits on sale, really wanted them but they were still expensive.
Further there was a little rubber, leather and neoprene clothing. Also a lot of sextoys and plugs.
I founded rubber mittens that were now 40,00!! The only had black with yellows in size s and grey with black in size M. Too bad the yellow ones weren’t in size L. 
Dix bought the black/grey ones in size M.

Downstairs we had a nice talk with Nelson, the new owner of Mister B, great guy. 
Then it was time to go to Bar The Web for the fetish fleamarket. When we arrived it wasn’t busy at all. There weren’t that much vendors. i saw some nice adidas stripper pants and a nice Alpha jacket. 
We talked to a close friend of Dix who makes different leather and rubber items. A very nice and sexy guy.

We agreed to see eachother later again to have dinner together. i went to the other vendor a bought the adidas pants for just € 13,00, while talking and peeing in my diaper. i could just pee little bits because i was afraid the diaper might leak.
Dix told me to fit the pants first. Hell no! i wasn’t going to show my diaper there.

From there we walked towards the Dam where there was a carnavalfair with some fast atractions. Every time when we stood still somewhere i could pee a little. From there we walked to Nes, a very nice cosy street where we decided to come back to for dinner.

It was so strange to stand somewhere talking to someone and in the meantime peeing in the diaper. Feeling it running warm and wet and disappearing immediately. The pressure on my blatter was still there.

When we walked back to the web i could feel my stomach pain grow a little. Still had too pee more and more. So in the middle of the street i peed a little more. i felt so ashamed and embarrassed. 

We met up again with Dix his friend and we left for the street called Nes. There we found a nice restaurant but it was full so we tried some others.
When we had a table somewhere is was really in some discomfort. We ordered and waited for the food to arrive and ate.
The food was very good! Glass of wine and some water didn’t relieve my blatter. Damnnnn
After dinner, before dessert i asked Dix if i was excused to use the restroom. Luckaly i was!!
Leave the diaper there he said.

In the toilet my blatter almost bursted! I got the diaper of and sat down and relieved myself of i guess at least a liter urine. That felt good. The diaper itself was half full as well.
I wrapped the diaper up hide it under my jacket and left the toilet. There was a small bin in where i jammed the diaper. Too bad the lid on the trashcan had a folding through system which got jammed with the diaper. i quickly washed my hands and got back to the table. Dix told me i looked relieved! i sure did!!

After dinner we walked back towards the bar The Web. On the way there we bumped into the people of the Amsterdam Kink Acadamy. i know them a little true friends and it was nice to talk to them again.

At the Web we had a drink because it was too early to go to the venue. The Web is a nice bar, lots of people walk in and out. Friends from the PowerParty walked in, they helped organize the Mister Puppy election that afternoon. They told me how it went.

After the drinks it was time to go back to the carpark!
We got into the car and drove to the venue. There was enough parkingspace there for free as well! Top location.
We went through security where we had to show what was in our bags, quite embarrassing haha.

From there on we went to the changing room. Nice, big, good lighted and the possibilities for lockers.
i unpacked all my gear to show it to Dix. He decided what to bring inside.
i got my adidas chile out, put on my red/white soccer tube socks, my red rubber jockstrap, my chaps, my rubber vest!
i installed my ankle cuffs and wrist cuffs. 
All the gear i needed was put in my “kiss my airs” backpack and put it on my bag.

We entered the next hall for the venue itself. Dix took me aside and wanted me to explain me how the hush plug worked. The plug is remote controlled by someones phone.
He registered for a account, installed everything and ordered me to go to the toilet and plug myself. He tried out a few different programs and was happy!
During the event he used it frequently.

We went inside. My hands were cuffed around my back and i was on a leash/chain. Dix explored the venue and i was dragged behind him. 

The Mister Leather Europe election started and there were speeches and performances. We had our picture taken at the photobooth. We got a drink and i got soms icecubes in my jock. Damnnn sadistic!!

After a little while he let the cuffs loose and ordered me to get my rubber hood. The anatomic blackstyle hood is one of my favourite hoods. He zipped it, collared me and blindfolded me. Now i had to trust my other sences and hope Dix would guide me.
He pulled the chain a bit closer and grabbed me by my balls and pulled me along with him.

After a little while i got disoriented and had to listen to the music where i was. He took me aside close to a wall and had some fun with me! He used his app to controll my plug and he hit me in the balls.
He turned me around and flogged my ass.
My nipples are always so sensitive and connect with my dick and handsfree orgasms.
i didn’t have permission to have an orgasm so i needed to control this really good.

A little later after we walked around again he pulled me aside and started some fun again.
He grabbed my balls, did some stuff and i couldn’t figure out what. Soon i found out what!
Electroplay!! He had the controll over me and had some fun! Painfull fun for me that is.
i loved and hate it but love always gets the overhand. 
Electroplay is one of my favourite games when done good and Dix knows what he does.

Dix liked using me as his submissive pig. He always says he see’s so much of him in me.

We walked around and Dix talked to wuite some people he knew. i always stood behing him and waited for Him.
He allowed me to drink some water and took good care of me.

Around 03:00 we prepared to go home. We changed clothes and walked back to the car!
i kept my plug in.

Dix and his partner took turns in driving. 
i was very satisfied but tired so glad to be home again.

Thank you gor the great embarrising and submissive day out!!









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